Tears
Period + Lethargic + Deadlines :( Thursdays are always the most tiring day for me :( Sigh. I need a hug from bb, a tight one. Plz tell me that things will be fine :( Weeks ago, I’ve always been looking forward to you getting posted as sergeant and clinging on to hopes when I miss you so much that we wld be able to spend more time tgt after. To be honest, army has been very tough. Mentally struggle. But I will be strong mentally. Now it just feels harder to spend quality time tgt. All we do is dinner for less than an hour and rush for dance then we are all tired and you send me home after dance and fullstop then the next day army that is. Quarrels and fights that are inevitable. I’m so tired of it too, i’m sure likewise. Been relying too much on my own strength. I really need God’s strength to pull us both through tgt. Just want to shut my eyes and forget everything that is in reality now. In a dream created of our own.
